A Life Walks Into..!!

Hello My Diary (So called Diary) (*_*)''
How are you.. and how are you guys who are following me.
Yeah its been a long time since I write here,

A lot if things happens lately,
Friendship is the main problem

I never wanted to have friends that are good in front of me,
And stab me at the back.
Yes you may stab me, but let me tell you,
I was done with this, Stab me a million times,
I will still be myself,

Because living in this world nowadays,
you need to know what you want and who you are and what are you capable of.

You might takes all my time in a practice,
I sacrifice my reading time to practice,
It ended up, you gave me a 0% hope and asking me not to sing anymore.

Fine, when you are in a contest,
And you are selected as one of the finalist,
So easy you came up and asked someone who you betrayed before to help you sing back..?
Sorry , I am not stupid anymore,
I do rely on you,
but in the end, how my road is going to be,
it is going to be shaped by me, not you, though you might helped too.

Getting back into the college life, it was not easy.
New election for the MUSIC SOCIETY is coming soon.

I know I have a very big chances to be the next PRESIDENT,
But I might not be the PRESIDENT too..

But whatever I can say is that,
If you believe in me, and elect me to be it,
I will do my best,
creating my new team that can help me go through everything when I have trouble,
And this makes me with the best team to lead the thing in the college.

We might do wrong in our life,
But we are learning as days go on,
We are learning from all the mistakes that we did,
We are learning how to improve our self.

But what is the most important?

BELIEVE IN YOURSELF AND HAVE 

SELF CONFIDENT 

WHEN YOU ARE DOING SOMETHING 

Life as A Senior..!!!

Becoming Senior in my college is kinda enjoying.

because I can see the fear in all the students who are taking

their final examination on their major and minor instruments..

This makes me remember

when I was in Semester One..

That time I was so scared also..

having my Major and Minor Examination together

on the same day and only difference by 3 hours..

I remembered for my Piano I lost my scores which

eventually bring me down to tears while in the exam hall

For my Vocal which I am singing Pop..

I was so nervous until I forget my lyrics..

Reflecting back last time and compare it to now

I am more believing myself and my fear which was STAGE FEAR

are kinda gone and I am proud of myself..

Looking all the new semester juniors having their exam really

reflecting the way I am last time..

To All juniors.. All of you can do it...

It was just for you to read..!!

Writing a blog is like an activity for me now..
haha. why so.. because it is used by me as a diary where
I write  down whatever memories in either good or bad..
It will be fun when one day you become old..
You will open it back and read what you have gone through in your life as a Human..

well.. today.. I am playing with Picture & Quote...

When you see this picture.. What comes in your mind?
Different people will  have different thinking..
For me.. this picture is about my life..
I tried to be good with people around me..
I put my heart in everything I do.
I know what I can do and what I can't do..
If you are a boy reading this..
You might have the same situation going on in your life.
but if you are a girl reading this..
I want to apologize before you read this..
this is because I have my own life.. And I can judge people with the way I want to judge.. Well to be honest, if you don't like it.. I can't say anything.

 Well.. to all the girl that have a very typical mind set in your brain.. I urge you to change your thinking..
it does not mean when a boy is nice to you, he likes you..

         DO KNOW THAT

     

AND

Because you need to know that you

So you do not need to ask me 

Do know also that In this WORLD.........

And one more.. To all the typical minded girl

And if you happens to say that Oh God.. If a guy is sensitive what about girl?? This is something you need to know that

  

This is so real.. That when you have this good friend around you, you will be good to them..
Once they hurt you

YOU MAY

When you cried, if the girl said that you are not even qualified to be a guy, It is okay. Because I believe when we are so down and stressed, cry works magically and it really helps. Don't have to care what they said because they want to bring you down and........

And if you know this.. be in a positive thinking and be strong..

 and

SMILE IN YOUR LIFE NO MATTER HOW HARD YOUR LIFE IS.
YOU HAVE CHOICE TO BE HAPPY OR SAD.

If you are happy you need to go on with your life and

if you are sad, you still need to go on with your life too..
So WHY NOT GO THROUGH IT HAPPILY..?? Right..??

And how difficult your life would be now is okay..

Believe that

So, no matter how is it.. What is past is past..
Yesterday is a History.. It is either good or bad..
If it is good.. Try to make today even better so that you will be happy

And if it is bad, try to make it good today because I believe no one wants to live in a

Difficult life everyday..

CHANGE.. YOU MAY CHANGE.. ALL IS IN YOUR HAND TO CHANGE

BE HAPPY WITH YOUR LIFE AND APPRECIATE WHAT YOU HAVE.
DO NOT BE FOOL WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE THAT BRINGS YOU DOWN.

CHOOSE TO BE HAPPY SO THAT YOUR LIFE IS COLORFUL 

He and She..!!

This post is about 2 people who are always there for me
when I am not feeling good..

Introducing the HE

 Mohamad Nor Fauzi Zahari

And the SHE

Sherrilyn Song 

Who are they? ha.. Good Question...!!

The he is my best brother and the she is my best sister

Why so??

Well.. how should you know what they did for me..
I felt that I am the luckiest man in this world for knowing both of them..
and off course I have brothers and sisters also..

But both of them are different but having sort off the same thing.. :D

What did they do when I am -->

They are the one who always cheer me up..
I know I am easily becoming sad..
I know I am so disturbing..
I know I am sso irritating..
but what special about them is, they never tired with me.. (hope so..haha)

They always have the best advise I can afford to have..
They teach me how to be good..
They never tired advising me and shaping me..

"Honestly, I became strong or perhaps stronger in my life is because both of them" -Kok Hoong-

Yes. It is true..

I always face with problems that I can't solve or can't think good..
whenever I am searching for them.. they are always right there beside me..

"Tired, Mad, Sad, & etc are choices you can have. You can choose to go positive or negative. It is all your choice. No one will ever stopped you." (Fauzi) 

"If there are sensitive things happenes, do not rush to tell people. Have a think about it first, or you may choose to talk over with someone you really know and trust." (Sherri)

Why do I post this?
The two sentences are from both of them..
With this, I learnt how to have choices in my life and think before I do something..
Well.. People will say.. Everyone can say this sentences.. But do they mean it?
Yes.. I believe both Fauzi and Sherri meant this because all the advise given from them
are for the good of me.

We are from different parents but we are brothers and sister..

I Love Both of you, and I hope that we are always the same we are..

-This is specially Dedicated to both of them-

Sacrifice Done..Worth or Not Worth..!!

Hey.. Its been awhile I did not write..
This is a true story based.

There was once two people who do not know each other..

Even they met in school, they never talk..

As both of them thought that both are equally scary..

And as time goes by.. they became friends..

And from friends they built their friendship became brothers..

So this is something real about guy..

they will sacrifice everything for them..

So, as they are happily together..

they go out together, watch movie together,

eat together and they did a lot of things together..

but not the bad thing..

Now.. when they have known each other for so long..

One of them love a girl..

But the other guy also felt in love with the girl..

since it was guy A said first that he like the girl..

Guy B let him have the girl as he do not want to sacrifice their

friendship just for the sake of a girl..

So, as what people know..

People change when they found their another half life..

This Guy A will do whatever for the girl, sms, call or whatever things

just to let the girl be happy..

As time go and go, he started to neglect Guy B..

This is when Guy B think, is it worth sacrificing it?

What did Guy B have when he sacrifice this?

Why can't Guy A be like last time?

Questions existing and answers are so hurt..

Well.. Guy B.. You just have to be patience and one day you will get through this bad moment..
There are people who care for you..
No worry, be strong and you will go through it..

It's Been a tough Day for Me to go through..!!

Patience...
Yes Patience..
Be Patience...
Kok Hoong all you have to do is be PATIENCE..
this is really a word that I do not want to hear anymore when my patience
is over the limit I can give..

I am mad with the juniors in my college..
I still remember... When I first stepped into my college..
I never brave to talk to anyone..
After ice breaking session I started to talk with seniors..
but to be honest... we do know how to respect seniors.
But nowadays..
Juniors never respect Seniors...
I hate that...
And because of this minority of people
Makes my life so hard in my college..
the president never know how to work
EXCEPT DATING with his loves one.
the head trusted the president so much and blame everything to the Vice President
I do not know why do I have this type of life..
I just wanted to have fun in my College life..
why can I Why???!!!

A Taste of Memory...!!!

It's been 1 month I have not been back to my hometown.. And I was back to my lovely hometown at last..

This time.. I am going to post about the things that I miss the most during this one month.. It is not that I don't want to go back home.. It is because I have been busy with my college and performance.. But here you are.. I am back at last.. :)


Well.. the picture above shows how miss am I to go back to my hometown.. haha..


So, here is some of the things I miss the most..

Off course first and foremost my lovely parents and my little brother..
They were calling me most of the time asking whether this week I am heading back home or not..
Well.. They called so many times and I told them that I am not going back home due to college and performances going on.. But I came back home last friday 25 December 2011.. and I gave a surprise to them.. Haha...

Well head on to the second thing I MISS so much..Guess What?? Haha..

Obviously my lovely greened color bedroom .. This is the best room I've ever had and the bed and pillow.. Plus the Air-Cond.. Is what I wish to have everyday in my life..








Next.. Off course is the food cooked by my lovely mom..
We had Durian on Friday.. teppanyaki grilled food on Saturday..
I am sorry.. I was too excited and misses all the food.. I forgot to take pictures of the meal..
But.. On Sunday.. We had malay style dishes which was "Ulam" where all the vegetables are raw eat with sambal.. Here are some snaps of the meal which was finger licking good... Yummy.. :)

The Vegetables Served On the Dining Table

Ladies Fingers, Sengkuang, Ulam Leaves and Petai

Cucumber, Long Beans, Kacang Botol and Petai Again 

Cabbage... Loving it the most eating RAW

Steamed Long Beans, Kangkung and Kacang Botol

Steamed Ladies Fingers (Sorry for the Blur Quality) 

Guess What.. IKAN KEMBUNG

Assorted Sambal Made By My Lovely Mum

Ulam Leaves With both steamed and raw petai together with sengkuang

This is the Petai that we finished on that day itself.. Yummy :)

Haha... It is so tempting until I cant stop eating.. :)
Besides all of these..
There is another thing that I miss alot too...

IT IT MY PET DOG ( Foxxie the German Shepherd )

And that's all for this time..
Hope U guys enjoyed reading and viewing the pictures..

Holla...
With love -KOK HOONG-